5/18/04 - Stumbling Along...

...as I try to get better acquainted with this thing called 'blog'.
As my days of pain vary, I recognize the need to set up some shortcuts, namely something that will allow me to click one button, type my thoughts and rants (however brief or unexpectedly lengthy) and hit 'publish'...
Hmmmm. On-the-fly-Blogging...

Went through a few momentary panics... when I went back to view this Blog, I first discovered my (sorry, lengthy) introduction was gone...then, got that back, but this post was gone... Hopefully these things will find each other.
Add to my medical soup: PTS (Post Traumatic Stess)
As if there is some 'equation' going on in my head, at any given moment, I am prone to fearing 'something bad' will happen in the next.

When every keystroke is painful, every word becomes valuable by its mere existence. Am I setting myself up for disaster here, in that, at any moment, when I hit 'save/publish', my words will disappear into the ether?
Today my 'fibrofog' is severe...and I know I would not only fail to remember anything I've written up to this point, I might be too dismayed to try again (at least, today anyway)...

Here goes...